My camera broke yesterday. I went to finally take a picture after long time of not using it and the screen was cracked. Never really like that camera but since it was a Christmas gift from David one year I used it. Not as much as my first digital camera. Now I’m in the market for a good digital camera… and a really good hard case…
When I feel like I have to type a novel for one event it takes the fun out of blogging. I don’t want to feel like I have grammar cops out there.
I know my grammar is horrendous. It always has and most likely will stay that way… But you know what I want to say.
In order for me to start blogging everyday I must remember blogging to me isn’t about pleasing everyone out there, it’s about making me happy. Sorry, but that’s the way it’s going to be for now on. 
I remember when I would write on my Xanga everyday back in High School. There would only be a couple of lines but it felt so good to just get something out there.
Now that all of my friends are no longer updating their Xanga I haven’t updated in over two years. They are all on Facebook and Myspace now. :\
Sucks that none Twitter… boo!
Follow me on Twitter! I need more friends there!!
David and I met in early 2005. I was about 130-140lbs. I’m about 5′5″.
To some that may still be a lot of that height but I carry it all in the boobs so I was fine.
To this date I have gained 50 lbs and have not been able to get rid of it. I have asked myself many times why this could be and I kick myself cause I already know the answer! I don’t excersise or eat right.
At my lowest weight I didn’t eat right, but I did excersise and dance like nobody’s business.
I’m so embarrassed about my wedding photos because it was all my fault. I never did lose the weight I needed to be able to fit in my dress. It get’s to the point where I get depressed about it. Now I don’t think about the dress and how it didn’t fit. I think about how I married the man I love and how much fun everyone had (although I almost killed my DJ:future post).
I wish I could be my early-dating-david weight. I know I can, just need to apply myself. I have decided, for the sake of both of our health, we need to start eating vegetarian-ish… We won’t be giving up meat all together. Like it too much to give it up completely.
More of the meditterian diet with moderation of the occasional junk food.
Also, need to push myself a lot futher to workout and dance. Haven’t had that much excersise, but have been active around the house.
Well that was pretty long winded. Let us see how it goes.
With the wedding over and done, I can’t help but feel an emense sense of relief.
All the tears, fears and pain that I felt the few days before melted as soon as I saw David at the end of the aisle.
This was the ultimate I love u we both could given to anyone.
A word of advice to any newlyweds; if u have the chance to go away on a vacation do it immediately after the wedding.
We planned our honeymoon the weekend after the wedding. Big mistake. Working after the wedding sucked balls!
More on the honeymoon later.
Those stupid commericials are right. 
It really does.
