To some that may still be a lot of that height but I carry it all in the boobs so I was fine.

To this date I have gained 50 lbs and have not been able to get rid of it.  I have asked myself many times why this could be and I kick myself cause I already know the answer!  I don’t excersise or eat right.

At my lowest weight I didn’t eat right, but I did excersise and dance like nobody’s business.

I’m so embarrassed about my wedding photos because it was all my fault.  I never did lose the weight I needed to be able to fit in my dress.  It get’s to the point where I get depressed about it.  Now I don’t think about the dress and how it didn’t fit. I think about how I married the man I love and how much fun everyone had (although I almost killed my DJ:future post).

I wish I could be my early-dating-david weight. I know I can, just need to apply myself.  I have decided, for the sake of both of our health, we need to start eating vegetarian-ish…  We won’t be giving up meat all together. Like it too much to give it up completely.

More of the meditterian diet with moderation of the occasional junk food.

Also, need to push myself a lot futher to workout and dance.  Haven’t had that much excersise, but have been active around the house.

Well that was pretty long winded.  Let us see how it goes.

All the tears, fears and pain that I felt the few days before melted as soon as I saw David at the end of the aisle.
This was the ultimate I love u we both could given to anyone.
A word of advice to any newlyweds; if u have the chance to go away on a vacation do it immediately after the wedding.

We planned our honeymoon the weekend after the wedding. Big mistake. Working after the wedding sucked balls!

More on the honeymoon later.

Called the dress place to see if any of the dresses came in.  It took a couple of hours for the girl to get back to me since it seems they don’t keep the bridal party in the same file.  None of my bridesmaids have theirs in the store yet, but mine is!  I’m very dissapointed they never called me to let me know that it is since I need heavy alterations on my dress and want them to be done now!

I’m not to worried about the girls since they don’t have a lot of work to be done.

This Friday I’m going to get fitted for the first time (without the proper undergarments) and going with my maid of honor to get my hair cut and have my first hair trail. Woot!  It’s starting to feel more and more real now.

We went a while back to some outlet shopping mall in Wisconsin to bargain shop.  Not really thinking about the Bridal Shower my MOH found her oh-so-pretty-and-on-a-super-sale  at BCBG.  I’ll have to admit I was extermly jealous and sad that she found something for my event and I hadn’t.  But last weekend future hubby, my grandparent’s and I went to the mall in search of the dress.

Ever since gaining 50+ pounds in the last 3 years I haven’t been one to shop since nothing cute seems to fit me.  So I braved into the first store that we went to and found the dress, plus  a sweater to cover up my arms.   I’m not to super excited about the store we found it at but it’s a suprisingly cute dress that I can wear again for, say, the rehearsal dinner/bbq.

My next post, which will hopefully be later today, will include pictures of my dress.  Which will most likely include a really funny story about a girdle.